Dermatillomanic

I created this because I have suffered from Dermatillomania for about 14 years, more commonly known as CSP (compulsive skin picking). I am also a nail biter with weight/self-esteem issues. It's a support system for myself and you can follow me if you feel it'll do you some good too.

Posts tagged CSP

Mentally and physically, I think this is the most fucked up I’ve ever been. The rest of my body looks a lot like this too. I’m sorry if this is triggering, I don’t think I quite know how to put a “Read more” link through in posts. I don’t want to do this anymore, I really don’t.  I guess I’ll have to start over tomorrow. 

Mentally and physically, I think this is the most fucked up I’ve ever been. The rest of my body looks a lot like this too. I’m sorry if this is triggering, I don’t think I quite know how to put a “Read more” link through in posts. I don’t want to do this anymore, I really don’t. 

I guess I’ll have to start over tomorrow. 

Band-Aids have been really helpful the last few days.  I recommend them for those of us who really can’t stop picking at a certain area . Make sure to change them when they’re wet or starting to fall off. Keep the wound dressed and dry and that physical barrier between your finger tips and that scab will make all the difference in letting you heal.  Go out and get some cool Band-Aids and have fun with it :) 

Band-Aids have been really helpful the last few days. 

I recommend them for those of us who really can’t stop picking at a certain area . Make sure to change them when they’re wet or starting to fall off. Keep the wound dressed and dry and that physical barrier between your finger tips and that scab will make all the difference in letting you heal. 

Go out and get some cool Band-Aids and have fun with it :) 

Worst week of Accutane so far. Just finished my first cycle today. My face feels horrible. Everything peels and burns and just hurts. Hopefully it will all be worth it in the end. My back thankfully isn’t breaking out anymore. At least this means it’s starting to work. I switched from Clarivis to Amnesteem, which I heard has less side effects and is more effective.

Worst week of Accutane so far. Just finished my first cycle today. My face feels horrible. Everything peels and burns and just hurts. Hopefully it will all be worth it in the end.

My back thankfully isn’t breaking out anymore. At least this means it’s starting to work.

I switched from Clarivis to Amnesteem, which I heard has less side effects and is more effective.

I want them to go away one day. I don’t want to do this anymore. I can’t look at myself and love myself like this. I am trying to. I did this to myself. This absurdity. 

I want them to go away one day. I don’t want to do this anymore. I can’t look at myself and love myself like this. I am trying to.

I did this to myself. This absurdity. 

Weapons of self-destruction: When it’s not my hands, it’s these. I find time and time again I throw these out and then replace them eventually. I hope to see the day that they never find their way back into my bathroom.

Weapons of self-destruction: When it’s not my hands, it’s these. I find time and time again I throw these out and then replace them eventually. I hope to see the day that they never find their way back into my bathroom.